I don't want any payments from the government (Jobkeeper, Jobseeker...) just give me back my freedom!

I feel desperate! I just want to go home and see my mom and the rest of my family! It does not seem to be enough to get an exemption! I became PR in October last year. In January I booked tickets for June to go in my country, but of course it was cancelled. Since then, things are only getting w...